

We’re here at Muir Rock | 27 Months
“The mountains are calling and I must go.”
– John Muir (also on one of Teri’s favorite shirts)
After visiting Muir Rock for the first time since 2017, I reflect on grief, slowing down, finding balance, and finding meaning in unexpected places.
Erwin Edillon
Jul 6


June Gloom
Feeling tired lately. After a full May, I’ve been slowing down, simplifying, and sitting with some harder questions.
A friend asked what I’m looking forward to, and I didn’t have an answer. Maybe this season is about recovery. Letting go of old stuff. Making space to listen. To myself, to others, to God. June gloom isn’t just the weather right now. It’s where I am. And maybe that’s okay.
Erwin Edillon
Jun 8


We Can Do Hard Things. But Why? | 26 Months
It’s been 26 months since Teri passed, and I’m learning that doing hard things isn’t always about pushing through and doing more. It’s about slowing down, letting go, and being honest. In this post, I reflect on grief, a quiet moment with my mom from our wedding (because of Mother's day), and how rest can be its own kind of courage.
This is where I am now, and maybe you can relate too.
Erwin Edillon
Jun 3


Where I’m Standing Now | 25 Months
My therapist is right again...
What's going on with me these days and why do I do crazy things like accidentally schedule two races on the same weekend and just deal with It? I want to be seen. And that's also why I'm back to writing here on a Sunday afternoon. This is way of having my own therapy session without having to pay for it. Oh well.
Erwin Edillon
May 4


Still Learning from You
On my flight to Atlanta, I started to wonder: what if I could visit Teri in heaven, just for a little bit, and come back to talk about it?
Erwin Edillon
Apr 24


Do Everything In Love
Christian life is a journey toward love, growing in love, expanding in our ability to love, surrendering our hearts to love...
Erwin Edillon
Mar 22